It isn't a new thing for me, but it has never hurt quite like this.
I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and stomped on. Everything aches and the tears seem to be waiting for an opportunity to fall. I finally told the girl I like how I feel about her and she didn't feel the same way, which is fine, but she didn't necessarily break it to me easy.
She was mean, insensitive, and cold . I was so hurt by what she had said that I broke down, and when she asked me why I was so upset, I told her what she said had hurt my feelings and it was insensitive. She said they were just words, they didn't mean anything and it was ridiculous that I was upset over it. Except that my entire life has been spent lonely and depressed because of the things people have said about/to me. She knew that and she used it against me.
Anyway, long story short and my ramblings summed up into a sentence.
Rejection hurts and people aren't necessarily who they appear to be, so be careful with your heart.
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