I am not perfect. I'm still figuring it out too. I am constantly growing and changing, but I do know that I can't hold back. Not even one piece of who I have uncovered. I have come too far for that. So I'll be here doing me, whether you like it or not.
Wipe your tears, then wipe your blade. It's time to move on.
~BriannaJ

Saturday, December 28, 2013

Rejection

It isn't a new thing for me, but it has never hurt quite like this.

I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and stomped on. Everything aches and the tears seem to be waiting for an opportunity to fall. I finally told the girl I like how I feel about her and she didn't feel the same way, which is fine, but she didn't necessarily break it to me easy.

She was mean, insensitive, and cold . I was so hurt by what she had said that I broke down, and when she asked me why I was so upset, I told her what she said had hurt my feelings and it was insensitive. She said they were just words, they didn't mean anything and it was ridiculous that I was upset over it. Except that my entire life has been spent lonely and depressed because of the things people have said about/to me. She knew that and she used it against me.

Anyway, long story short and my ramblings summed up into a sentence.

Rejection hurts and people aren't necessarily who they appear to be, so be careful with your heart.

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